Crossroads

So, I left my options open--for God to direct (at least that's what I told myself).

I wouldn't be sitting here semi-saddened that I didn't get a phone call from D20 if I was truly just applying so I had options.

I REALLY wanted to leave D49 & intermediate teaching--thanks, been there tried that & it's not for me! I would be ecstatic if that were the case. I should just be happy for a job--so many don't have even that, I should be happy that I signed my contract & turned it in today...but, I'm not.

I'm just here, ready for another year of same-o, same-o. I wonder what God has for me?

Only time will tell.